“It was Just Soup!”

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What would you pay for a bowl of soup?

It’s the great exchange.  Business deal gone wrong.  Who would hire him after such a catastrophic blunder?  He was on his way to the top and then he settled, giving in to his cravings.  He knew better, a Field & Stream type of guy who understood strategy; he lived and breathed patience.  He should have calculated the cost.

But, he didn’t.

What was he thinking or was he thinking at all?


An estate for a bowl, a moment of weakness left a desperate man wrestling with his soul.

“‘Once when Jacob was cooking some stew (soup), Esau came in from the open country, famished. 30 He said to Jacob, “Quick, let me have some of that red stew! I’m famished!”  31 Jacob replied, “First sell me your birthright.” 32 “Look, I am about to die,” Esau said. “What good is the birthright to me?” 33 But Jacob said, “Swear to me first.” So he swore an oath to him, selling his birthright to Jacob. 34 Then Jacob gave Esau some bread and some lentil stew (soup). He ate and drank, and then got up and left.  So Esau despised his birthright.”‘ –Genesis 25: 29-34

And in that impulsive decision, Esau lost sight of his goals.  Instead of envisioning his life backwards, he lived for the moment; he never once considered the consequences of his selfishness until later in life.

It wasn’t fair for Esau, but he made the choice;

from the grave, we hear his voice–  “Soup!  It was just soup!”

From our perspective, it is easy to scoff at such a ridiculous decision.  A bowl of soup, a large estate…..  how could he not wait?  But,…..

aren’t we compromising the same?

Even today, Americans are still selling their legacy for a bowl of soup!

We work more to have more…… stuff

we pack it up, we stack it up, but we never give it up.

We buy titles with family time, pleasure with purpose, beauty with dignity, worldly wisdom with faith.

The life we know is a perpetual rat race that leaves us exhausted, famished and returning to our chef, “Would you like more soup?”

Dear friend, how about you and I skip on the appetizer and claim the entrée that only Christ can give?  Let’s make sure our priorities are leading us to where God wants to sustain us.

Blessings!  Michelle








Is Your American Dream Worth The Cost?

What’s so great about Gatsby?  Really?!

For those of you who have already read this classic in high school, you may feel a sense of nostalgia as your teenager anxiously awaits its release this summer.  Leonardo DiCaprio, who plays the mysterious Jay Gatsby, will reawaken us to a man who chases his American dreams.  A boy whose life held great potential, Jay Gatsby as an adult lies, steals, and cheats his way to worldly success.  It is in reaching his dreams that he experiences what the Bible refers to as Chasing the Wind. 

Yet, when I surveyed all that my hands had done and what I had toiled to achieve, everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind; nothing was gained under the sun.” —Ecclesiastes 2:11

Gatsby reached his American dream, and then he was viciously consumed by it.  Defined through the world’s lens as a success, Gatsby was a miserable shell of a man, completely devoid of true happiness.  The Bible describes Gatsby’s 5 wind-chasing areas, “idols” that may come between us and God in Ecclesiastes:

  1. Chasing the Wind of Materialism
  2. Chasing the Wind of Selfish Ambition
  3. Chasing the Wind of Beauty
  4. Chasing the Wind of Worldly Wisdom
  5. Chasing the Wind of Pleasure

Like Gatsby, we are a nation of wind chasers.  We buy today’s wants with tomorrow’s paycheck.  From 700 billion dollar bailout plans to monthly credit card statements, we create a life that reflects Proverbs 22:7– the borrower is a slave to his lender. We own the latest gadgets, we drive the nicest cars, and we sleep in overbought houses.  Our garages are small; our attics are tight; our storage units are packed.  In the midst of our grasping for more, Jesus reminds us that “my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” –Matthew 11:30  Living life according to our wants will never fulfill what He wants for us.  We will never experience the fullness of our life’s plan if we continue denying that our stuff is the evidence of our wind-chasing hearts.

Wind chasers are nearsighted.  We see the temporal instead of the eternal.  We reach for the momentary pleasure regardless of the future consequences.  Sometimes it takes the eternal vision of another to give us perspective for pursuing meaningful lives.

My grandmother had eternal vision with only a day left to live.

During a routine checkup, Gammy was diagnosed with leukemia at the age of sixty-seven.  Always busy and bustling with energy, she approached the remaining year of her life with reflection and wisdom.

I visited at her bedside the day before she died.  Propping herself against her pillows to give the illusion of strength, she reached for my hand and offered a rare and eternal treasure:  a dying woman’s advice on how to live.  “If I could live my life over again,” she smiled, “I wouldn’t have cared about so many things that stole my peace.  It’s easy to see what’s important when you get to the end of your life.  If only I would have slowed down, worked less, bought less.  I would have taken more walks, back when I could walk.  I would have spent less time inside watching television and more time outside reading beneath trees.”

She continued, “I didn’t need to take big vacations to spend time with my friends.  I would have had more vacations in my backyard with everyone over just laughing, catching up, spending time together.  My sickness has brought the greatest of family reunions right here in this bedroom.  I remember making such a fuss over needing my house cleaned before visitors came over.  When your minutes are numbered, you’re just thankful that you have visitors, regardless of how the house looks.”

With great remorse, yet attempting to leave me some insight on living, she declared, “Oh, how I would have spent more time living for Jesus!  Faith is everything that l have right now as I look toward death.  Live your life for Christ!  You will be here where I am someday, at the end of your life.  Trust me, I still have a hard time believing I’m here.  You will look back over your years and wonder what God is going to say about how you lived it.”  She paused momentarily having a sudden epiphany, “I’m about to meet Him face to face!  I am about to meet the very God from the Bible, the Jesus who died on the cross for me!”

My grandmother closed her eyes that night and never opened them again on this side of eternity.  I can only imagine her reaction when she saw Jesus.  Gammy’s final words to me was the ultimate fulfillment of her life’s purpose.  It was not in her character to reveal her inner thoughts, but on that particular visit, God led her to do just that.  I believe that her message to me is God’s message to you.

As The Great Gatsby ends, the narrator writes,  “Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us.  It eluded us then, but that’s no matter  —tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther….And one fine morning—-”

(I must add)…..   we will wake up in the face of God! 

We must be certain that what we are running after is God’s plan; otherwise, it’s just chasing the wind!

Friend, Are you chasing the wind?  If so, will you choose today to stop?  You are only a choice away from changing the direction of your life.  Will you commit today to living your best life, the one that Christ died for you to have?  It’s the only way to avoid a lifetime of regret.

Blessings! –Michelle